They said it would happen. I’d hoped it would happen when I was alone, not when I was with Caroline. They told me I would be grumpy, and today I have been, big-time, and Caroline had to put up with it all.
It’s hard trying to live a restrictive-diet life in a nonrestricted world. Food is all around us – recipes, menus, where to ahve lunch, more recipes, groceries … it’s everywhere! But that’s no excuse for taking it out on the love of my life. She’s so good to me, she’s so patient with me, she deserves so much better than this. I’m so sorry, Caroline, for being such a grump today, it’s so unfair to you.